Nobody’s Home Ch.6
I felt alone, stupid, useless. I flickered my eyes open. I saw Drake bending over my hand. Was he here all night? I asked myseld. I loked around but quickly drifted to a sleep again. I was tired and in SO much pain. My vagina was in pain. I felt like I couldn’t even pee! I twitched my hand and immidiatly Drake woke up. “Roxy?” I heard him say. I was to weak to even open my eyes. I twitched his hand again. “ROXY!! BABY!!” He said hugging me. “D-Dra-Drake please!” I whispered softly. “Oh sorry! I am SO sorry hun.” I heard him say kissing my lips. I had enough power to kiss him back. The doctor came in. He sat on a chair close to Drake and I. “Roxy, you might go home in 3 days.” I heard the doctor said. I slightly smiled. “Thanks Doc.” I whispered softly. Those 3 days were lonely and dark and cold. I questioned myself every second why I ecxisted. I didn’t know why. I was only in pain. The only thing that made me happy was Drake. The 3rd day I went to Drake’s. “I missed you baby.” He said and kissed me. “Me too.” i said and I smiled at him. “Sadly I have to go to work. I’m short on rent.” He said with a sad voice. “It’s okay. I’ll be okay.” I said in a calming voice. I stepped out of the car and opened his door. I sat and watched tv. Suddendly I got a text. I will find you…and this time you’ll die! There will be NO boyfriend to save you!! -Jennifer- The text said. I was HORTIFIED!!! I ran upstairs to the bathroom. I hid in a corner and cried for hours. Then my blury vision spotted some pills. I grabbed it and tried to open it. I sat down and accidently my phone called someone. “Hello?” Drake’s voice said. “Goodbye Drake…..You won’t see me ever again. I CAN’T GET THIS GOD DAMN CAP OPEN!” I screamt. “Baby don’t!” I heard him yell. I didn’t listen I just kept focusing on the cap upon the thing I was gonna murder myself with. I heard my phone beep. I guess Drake was rushing Over to save me. I had to get the blue cap open. Crack! I broke a nail. “Great!” I mumbled under my breath. I felt my heart racing, My head pounding. Someone slammed the door into the wall. I looked up with tears streaming down my face. I FINALLY got the cap open! Drake rushed and hugged me avoiding me from grabbing the pills. “PLEASE NO I WANNA DIE!” I screamt crying. He carresed my brown hair as I was sobbing into his chest. From a corner of my eye I saw a note. I released myself from his warm comfy body and grabbed the note unfolding it. “I bet murdering yourself is even better Love -Mom-“ I read. I started crying even more. My tears fell on the note making the inkt spill all over the piece of paper I was holding. Drake hugged me tightly not ever wanted to let go. “Roxy. WHY would you kill yourself. You’re GORGEOUS!” He said and let out a sigh. I didn’t feel pretty, gorgeous, flawless, beautiful. I felt worthless. “No I’m not. I am not gorgeous. I’m an ugly mistake.” I said and stood up. Drake held my wrist. I looked at him and yanked my arm away and walked out of his house. If my mom wanted me dead…I’m ready…..